The blog went offline because my domain expired. I went with domain.com and didn’t realize the renewal on the domain was going to be $80 a year.
I let cbain.tech go and purchased cbain.dev for $1.10, the yearly renewal for the .dev domain is $12.87. Much more affordable.
I do not currently make any money from this blog; I will not be adding advertising. It is only meant to be read by those close to me and various government agencies I’ve made reports to. It will only stay online until the medical and social issues I am being faced with are resolved.
The technology that is being used on me is very difficult to articulate to other people. The individuals doing this to me are able to speak in my internal monologue. They are able to force me to mouth the words they are saying in my head. They cannot force air out of my lungs while they do this. I have to concentrate extremely hard to stop the automatic mouthing of their words. When this happens, even the words I think in my internal monologue are forced to be mouthed with my lips and jaw. They get mixed in with what the perpetrators are saying.
Thankfully, I have morals and a code I live by. I also don’t believe things I hear without research and double-checking. I sincerely feel bad for others who are affected by this same technology. They may be tricked into believing what the perpetrators are saying is what they are actually thinking themselves. They conform their actions to the persona the perpetrators inflict on them.
I want to reiterate that the people who are doing this to me are murderers. They get their rocks off by turning people violent. They try to trick people into committing heinous crimes using all of the information available to the person being affected. Their natural thoughts and feelings are twisted and warped. When they affect people in the victim’s lives, they are able to make them act in a way that solidifies the lies they run through the victim’s mind. The people around the victim often seem to not know why they did or said a particular thing and brush it off. To the victim, this often leads to the lies being told to them seeming much more credible and they become a willing participant.
It seems “mental health” is for people who do get twisted up by these kinds of actions taking place. They aren’t able to articulate the reasoning for their actions. I imagine, often, they have bouts of clarity where they realize they will have to lie to the person talking to them because they will never believe all of the background information.
It’s very unfortunate that people just accept this. Unfortunately, this will require people to fight. A lot of individuals suffering in our mental health system are being affected by something that can be turned off. The police are uninterested in the scientific aspect and will likely never be the ones coming to save us. I’ve seen officers in front of me who I believe must be victims too based on demeaner and physical appearance. Unfortunately, I believe the officer victims have been tricked into taking out what they are experiencing on other victims.
If you are reading this, I hope you are ok. I hope you are unaffected.